When the cold seeps into my bones
I wonder how long until my heart feels numb
Deep down your memory burns
Yearning for an illusion, Iam feeling so dumb
Waking up from a trance is nothing but hard
Have to let go before it consumes me whole
Hoping from now on I can keep up my guard
Yet, deep inside, I know I will never again be whole…
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